I started this Blog just over a year and a half ago to document aspects of my journey whether my life changed dramatically or if there were stumbling blocks and what was changing, really just to document how things have changed in my life. This particular post I had written several months ago and never posted it. I guess for some reason over the last few months I have had some difficulty writing anything at all, putting down in words that I’m not quite where I want to be yet seems like a backwards step somehow and putting it in black and white and sets it in stone, but the truth of the matter is, if that is my thought then of course that is going to be the outcome, however changing my perspective on this, is what has helped me to sit down and redraft this into something more than that. so what is that new perspective? Well I one big difference is I think I actually know where I want to go and what I want to do, something I didn’t think I knew six months ago or even 2 weeks ago really.
I have been working with the Law of Attraction for a long time, and had various areas of success, having manifested, a job that I wanted and a now ex – girlfriend, and other bits and pieces, however actively manifesting or ‘Creating’ (as I like to say now) what I wanted was something that I understood but somehow seemed to elude me, I thought (and this is the most important thing!) I didn’t know how to put into words I wanted from my life what I had to offer the world I guess, and even less how it might feel to have or do the things that I wanted. I have had conversations with other trainers, saying that my emotions must be disconnected and that I just couldn’t seem to connect or muster anything for my desires, so of course I began to Balance on being connected to my feelings, and it was just a few days after I suddenly realised that it was not because I had become disconnected but rather that I had just stopped listening to what my emotions were telling me.
I regards to knowing what I want from my life, well top of the list is teaching The Balance Procedure because well every time I talk about it on any level I am growing and learning and increasing my personal development, so now thats been established, the next question is How do I want to teach it where do I want to teach it, and here in lies the clincher, remember I was saying I didn’t know what I wanted to do or what I had to offer? Well the funny thing is its been sitting under my nose the whole time, so all those times I said I don’t know!! Isn’t really true, and the best bit… I didn’t really have to search to find it, all I had to do was get into balance with who I am, and start following my life path and focus on the my gift and years of training in Theatre. we all have our own uniqueness and gifts to share with the world, and I have come to a point that in order to share The Balance Procedure I have to do it in my own unique way, this is still of course a work in progress, but its exactly that which has begun to motivate me and has motivated my to put this out to the world.
So what started out being quite a hard post for me to write because it was very personal and not something I would have generally shared with even my closest circle of friends, partly because it perpetuates things but also because I would be too embarrassed to share it and put it out there, ended up being the easiest thing I have written to date, largely just due to having changed my perspective but because its from a place of knowing and a place of being in balance with who I am.
Sometimes all it takes is a tiny shift of perspective to see something familiar in a totally new light.
– Dan Brown